Chapter 183
"Look at me!"
Imryll asked calmly after she took a deep breath, "Tell me, do you like her?" But then added helplessly, "Do you love her?"
Jackson looked at her with a complicated gaze and said, "Yes . . . "
Imryll's small fists tightened before she relaxed . She removed her hands from his chest and turned away, tears fell from her eyes but she didn't make a sound .
"Imryll . . . " Jackson called out but was interrupted .
"Seems like . . . "
"Seems like a lot happened between you two while I was away on a family mission . . . " Imryll's voice was full of pain .
Jackson approached her and embraced her from behind, "My love for you is more than my love for her . . . "
"Then if I tell you to leave her, will you leave her?"
"They have my family as hostages . "
"What if they didn't?"
" . . . "
Seeing that there was no answer, a silent laugh escaped from her mouth .
She removed his hands from her waist and approached the door when suddenly she stopped .
Jackson held her arms and didn't let go of it .
"Let go . . . " Imryll faintly said .
"Please don't go . . . " Jackson pleaded with a heavy voice .
Imryll took a deep breath, "Jackson, I thank you for being honest with me, now please release my hand . "
" . . . No!" Jackson hesitated for a moment before he strongly replied .
"Tell me, would you accept me after I said that I slept with another man?"
Jackson was taken aback but he still replied, "No . . . "
Imryll laughed ironically, "Still honest, that's what I liked the most about you, yet it has come to this . . . "
Imryll shook her arm, struggling to get away from his grasp .
Seeing her that she was trying to get away from him, he pulled her into his embrace .
"Scoundrel! Leave me!" Tears emerged out of her eyes but there was little resistance to the struggle she was displaying .
"Even though I love her, you still can't expect me to hand you over to another man, could you?"
"You are mine!" Jackson embraced her as he sealed her lips .
Imryll closed her eyes and turned frail and dizzy from the deep kiss he planted on her rosy lips . Her resistance was no more as she melted in his embrace .
Her eyelids twitched from the pleasure she was experiencing .
"This is my first kiss . . . " Jackson's uttered sightly after seeing her rosy cheeks blush heavily .
In reality, he had already ravaged Katrine and tasted every part of her being, but as a side-effect of the aphrodisiac, he only remembered entering her other than experiencing extreme bliss .
Imryll came out of her reverie and opened her eyes . She looked at him with a mix of fondness and complicated feelings, "I really am unlucky to be your woman . . . "
Jackson's face lit up from her statement . He lifted her up and carried her to the bed .
Imryll's leg turned to jelly . All she could do was embrace him and protest shyly, "No, don't . "
Ignoring her protests, he placed her gently onto the bed .
"No, my family will find out!" Realising the seriousness of the situation, she closed her eyes and blurted out as she put up her last line of defense .
Jackson looked at her and held her chin up prompting her to slightly open her eyes, "They won't find out because they'll only know that you've been kidnapped sometime later . "
"You . . . "
Jackson sealed her lips with his own, causing her to be not able to speak .
A few moments passed before she started getting entirely different vibes from her lower body .
Feeling scared and unsure, she started trembling all over the place .
Jackson noticed it and quickly stopped what he was doing .
He cared for her, wanted to protect her and loved her but most importantly, he didn't want for her to leave him .
Her act of leaving invoked him to impose on her hastily afraid that she might leave him forever .
Looking at her slightly trembling body yet not resisting, he turned incredibly sad . He felt like punching himself in the face .
He caressed her cheeks for a few seconds, prompting her to open her eyes .
"Imryll, I'm sorry . . . " Jackson uttered faintly .
"I'll listen to you . When I'm strong enough, I'll one day approach your family to ask your hand in marriage . "
Hearing his words, Imryll was taken aback but her muscles relaxed and she felt fuzzy in her heart .
"You won't leave me right?" Jackson worriedly asked .
"Scoundrel! You already stole my first kiss! Do I look like such a woman to you?" Imryll angrily protested but her anger was completely fake .
A smile lit upon his face as he said, "My Imryll is the most virtuous woman I've ever met . "
"And you're the shameless man I've ever met!" Imryll pouted angrily .
Jackson's expression froze, he then returned to his senses, "Why you!" He pulled her cheeks in different directions .
Imryll burst out laughing and tried to get him off of her but suddenly she froze, feeling a stick of hardness hitting above her stomach .
Jackson's face twitched as he automatically removed himself from her .
The atmosphere turned silent leading into one awkward situation .
"Does it hurt?" A meek voice was heard in the soundless room .
Jackson turned to look at her face and turned speechless at her blushing expression .
Looking at his expression, she immediately tried to explain, "It's not like that . . . I read it in a book . . . " She then immediately shut her mouth and her expression turned awry from shame . She wanted to go hide herself in a hole .
Jackson looked at her as he found her even more desirable . His lips turned dry as he felt the heat rising upon his lower body . He wanted to stop himself and but suddenly found himself saying, "It hurts . . . "
Imryll looked at his face and the place that was towering . She steeled herself and slowly approached him .
Kneeling before him on the bed, she raised her hands and tried to touch that thing which caused a bulge in his pants .
She almost reached it but retrieved back her hand and turned her face away from shame .
Looking at that, Jackson dryly laughed, "It's fine Imryll, don't push yourself too hard . If you leave it alone for some time, it'll eventua . . . eh . . . " He felt her touch down there causing him to freeze momentarily .
"You sure you want to do this?" He asked as he gulped because he knew he wouldn't be able to hold back anymore .
Imryll nodded with a determined expression albeit, a little shy .
She grasped it and . . .