Afafu gathered with a dozen girls. She first divided the food that the young noble brought for her equally. 尒盈 ) Then she took simple tools and destroyed the token of love that the young noble gave her - a very beautiful gem necklace. A girl stopped her and said, "Sister Afafu, what are you doing?" Afafu replied, "Of course we will divide it equally. We agreed on it early in the morning." "But this is not a gift, it is a gift, and it is a token of love." Afafu smiled and asked back, "Whose love is it?" One of the girls suddenly realized and said, "It turns out that the man is self-indulgent." Another girl thought deeply along this line of thought and sighed, "People like us are really not worthy of true love." Afafu said, "Don't complain about yourself. If there is a chance to change your ways, it will be good. But you have to see the situation clearly and analyze it carefully. Take the man who is so attentive as me, he His own position and economy are not stable, how much benefit can he give to take care of others?
It's just a momentary admiration and pleasure to relieve the boredom of military life. A young man like him, appearing here, is obviously to gild himself. And with the chaotic situation here, it is not the place for the heir to get involved. He is not an heir, just the youngest son who is loved by his parents. Even if he can really fall in love, his parents will not agree. Not to mention a relationship that starts with debauchery, how likely is it to bear the fruit of loyalty? " Listening to Afafu's analysis, Robo nodded secretly, thinking that this woman at least deserves the evaluation of "having rational thinking". In this world and this era, this is already rare. At the same time, he also became interested in her, so he patiently continued to eavesdrop. Then he saw more. This Afafu is the big sister of this group of young girls, but she is not an ordinary brothel owner as Robo knows. Like pimps, madams have clear exploitative characteristics, but their positions in a team and the way of exploitation are different. And this Afafu is the leader, the kind who leads by example. Relying on her own rationality, intelligence, literacy, and appearance, she had a higher chance of escaping from the sea of suffering, but she chose to take in and help helpless girls. In this hellish place, these young girls are too easy to wither. They are used as tools for venting, and they are broken in a few strokes, and then face the miserable fate of being eaten. And Afafu brought them organization and fairness within the team, so that they can keep warm together, share weal and woe, and face the harsh survival problems together. Robo himself has a set of rhetoric about self-cultivation and peace to explain his own selfishness. But this does not prevent him from appreciating and admiring people with golden qualities. In his view, purity often comes from inexperience, and kindness often comes from good education or survival needs. However, this Afafu, despite living in the most filthy environment, still maintained a kind heart without lacking a rational mind. This is truly in line with the metaphor of a lotus flower growing out of mud without being stained.
In front of such a shining character, Robo tasted the feeling of self-deprecation for the first time in a long time. So he temporarily delayed more time for Afafu and for himself. In the face of his sudden intrusion, the women led by Afafu tried to deal with the rudeness and rudeness with flexible means as always. However, Robo's request quickly made the women look at each other in bewilderment. He directly named Afafu: "Let's talk privately, this money is the reward." He collected it and threw a small bag of gold coins over. The quality of these gold coins is the best on the market. Even in such a place where food is expensive, it can be exchanged for more than two months of food for a family of four. Originally, Rob's dress and temperament were extraordinary, and this performance made Afafu realize that he was unusual. She was uneasy, but Rob's request for private chat was soon achieved. The two sat down, and Rob spoke first: "Before this, I was walking in the dark for a long time. This world is like a forest at night, performing dark and bloody dramas again and again. Naturally, the soul is also stained and blackened. And you are like a beam of light that pierces the darkness, proving the existence of truth, goodness and beauty, and neutralizing the accumulated haze in my heart to a certain extent. For this, I plan to give you three things in return. A power, a way out, and a guarantee." Before Afafu could reply, Rob grabbed her face, and his little finger just locked her jaw, making it impossible for her to speak. Rob explained: "I admire your human nature, but I don't want to know too much about other aspects. In my opinion, no one is perfect. In order to keep your best side in my memory, I refuse to accept other information. I know this is a kind of self-touching selfishness, but this is me. Fate has made you meet me like this. Whether you regard it as luck or misfortune, I don't care. I just want to please my heart. As for you, it's best to cooperate with me as much as possible. This is directly related to the amount of power you gain. And I think with your intelligence and rationality, I don't need to emphasize too much about the role of power..." While saying these words, Rob forced a wish fruit into Afafu, and then used the power of the soul to control the power of life and forcibly transformed Afafu's body. This is a very painful process. Afafu's soul is like being imprisoned in a cage. She can only watch and try to endure the pain. She can't even make a sound. At the same time, she will taste an indescribable sense of comfort. When the life form is positively improved, this kind of positive feeling will be produced, which is much more comfortable than the relaxation after scraping and cupping. The pain is because the change is too drastic. Of course, if it slows down, there will not be such a strong sense of comfort, but will feel strong in a faint sense of pleasure. Afafu is indeed a smart person and has a stronger will than ordinary people. Because of this, she, who does not have extraordinary talents, was forced to give birth to artificial blood talents by Robo's means. The flame of life, Robo also went with the flow, and the results were unexpectedly gratifying. It turned out to be the flame of life that was opposed to his trumpet's death cold. Thinking about it, it makes sense. Whether it is extraordinary skills or Afafu's personality characteristics, they are worthy of this extraordinary power.
Sending Buddha to the west, teaching people how to fish, not only opens the door to the extraordinary for Afafu, but also gives her extraordinary skills. Although this memory is only Robo's own practice experience, it has a very high level because of the treasures he obtained, as well as his experience and experience. It can be said that it is from zero to mastery, which is enough to let Afafu embark on the road of extraordinary practice. Afterwards, Afafu, who was washed and reborn and smelled, went to wash and change clothes, while Robo took out paper and pen to draw a map. When Afafu came back, he had already drawn the map. While making the final mark and relevant annotations on the map, Robo said without looking up: "For me now, anything you say is superfluous. I am building a you that I need in my memory. That may not be the real you, but the point is that it is useful to me. From a certain perspective, transcendence is a self-deceiving and self-touching dream. We all hope it is a beautiful dream. If this beautiful dream can coincide with our ideal, it would be even better. So, please understand and tolerate my selfishness." Soon after, Robo raised his head and met Afafu's gentle and bright eyes. He smiled: "Your image is still a little worse now, but your eyes are perfect. If you are a picture in my memory, then this is a beautiful ending." As he said, he handed the map to Afafu and explained: "If you have no way to go, you can take people to the place I marked. There is food for 10,000 people for a year, as well as basic security." He added: "Power, a way out, as for the guarantee, I think it's better not to tell you. For this, I will give you some additional information compensation..." Next, it is Robo's analysis of this shelter. He has the pattern and vision of a time traveler, and the perspective of a strong man, which makes his analysis angle macroscopic and rough. He is not down-to-earth but analyzes the essence of this place clearly. To put it bluntly, this place has become a cesspool for the Black God. Even the people of the Church of the King of God, who represent Keen's tools, have no choice but to follow the trend. This kind of compliance is very cruel. In one sentence, it is despair that breeds religion. In this hellish environment, the most likely thing to be born is extreme, extreme piety, and extreme evil. The people of the Church of the King of God harvested those devout people who were less than one in a hundred, and the rest were consumables. The Black God was trying to promote the regional negative emotional energy field. By now, the negative emotional energy has accumulated to an extremely exaggerated level. As long as it is used properly, rituals such as the opening of the gate of hell and the advent of the devil can be carried out. Robo did not make a decision for Afafu. He even thought that Afafu, who had a personality as shining as gold, was only a thinner gap from the Virgin Mary than a piece of paper. If Afafu did not have a rational thinking that most women in this world did not have, she would become a good person. Especially now that she has gained power, she is likely to try to save more people, and then accidentally harm others and herself. Once this happens, the image of this person in his mind will be ruined. So he was all honest to Afafu. He did not need the real Afafu, but only the shining Afafu. Some people say that if Jack in "Titanic" did not die, then his love with Ruth would most likely turn into "Revolutionary Road". (1) Robo agrees with this statement.
Jack's death made that love story sublime while being tinged with poignancy. Robo thinks the current situation is similar. People's hearts are fickle, and no one knows what Afafu will be like in the future. Perhaps she will be twisted and darkened by a series of dark and cruel events such as the betrayal of her sisters. Perhaps she will become a saint who overestimates her own abilities and is moved by herself. But now Afafu is at least almost perfect. This character can be transformed into a timeless memory scroll, which can become important information for Rob to hypnotize himself and neutralize the influence of darkness. So he domineeringly freezes this scene and collects it. At the same time, he gives Afafu feedback in a self-touching way that he thinks is extremely useful. As for the guarantee, it is actually simple. He guarantees that after Afafu's death, her soul will be received by the Holy Spirit Hall. This is a new ability that his soul has developed after it was upgraded to a divine soul, by exploring the power of the heart universe and combining it with the Holy King system. In fact, it is the same nature as the belief in gods and the return of the soul to the kingdom of God after death, but it takes a special channel. For this, Robo has to pay a high price. But he thinks that Afafu's shining soul is worth this favor. However, considering the problem from another angle, when Afafu knows that she has such a back-up guarantee, will it be easier for her to transform into a saint with no number? At the same time, it is precisely because Afafu herself is in danger and is willing to help others that her character is particularly noble. Once there is a way out, this nobility will fade a lot. Perhaps some people will say that this is too self-centered and too unhuman. Yes, this is Robo now. The influence of nightmare refining is taking effect, and he is indeed no longer the earth traveler when he first arrived. The amplification and distortion of certain parts of human nature, including the venting of hostility, and a series of experiences have made him what he is now. Idealism and self-centeredness, even more stubborn than the kings of the world, this is extraordinary... Afafu felt that she had experienced a lot, but it was the first time she had seen someone like Robo, and she was almost shocked. However, she adapted quickly and understood quickly. She felt the softness and struggle, as well as loneliness and solitude wrapped in the depths of Robo's cold and twisted heart. So, when the two parted, Robo read the motherly care in Afafu's watery eyes. He smiled proudly in return. He refused to care, and even more refused sympathy and pity. He was used to the lone wolf mode. For him, love, family affection, and friendship were already some concepts that he longed for but could not reach. Once touched, he would have a reaction similar to Ye Gong's love for dragons. Because he could not love, he did not love, and then he would not love. He had been alone for too long and was no longer used to having someone to accompany him. The second copy of Nightmare Refining God also confirmed this point. Putting aside the shallow sense of responsibility, he finally chose a path of a madman who would not hesitate to be an enemy of civilization and would most likely end up dead. Some strokes, even if they have not been written, the word can already be guessed. Therefore, in the second copy of Nightmare Refining God, although the story has not been exhausted to the end, he still analyzed his own ending and saw himself clearly.
Of course, in reality, he has a richer background, and he is not facing a developed modern human society, and his main opponent is not the human ruler. Therefore, there is no need to be determined to die and seek a free and easy life. However, character determines destiny. Since he has seen his true self and has seen his true self, he naturally has some estimates for his future life path. Meeting Afafu is also a positive improvement in spiritual construction. Even if this operation is more like weaving a beautiful vision with the help of the not completely real greatness and justice. But Robo is no longer particularly concerned about the boundary between reality and illusion. Living in a different world, living in a dream, living in reality, living in the matrix, all are living in a sea of information. When there is no difference in feelings, why bother to worry too much about reality and illusion? (1) The movie "Revolutionary Road", the male and female protagonists are also Leonardo DiCaprio and Winslet. In general, it expresses the concept that marriage is the grave of love and ideals. Of course, there are many other factors, such as the impact of the times, etc.
