Chapter 48 Who knows who the bastard in your belly belongs to? "I'm so damn tired. I've been working with cement all day and my bones are about to fall apart. But today I earned 80, hehe!"
"I want to go home and eat the shredded chicken noodles made by my mother."
"No fucking good thing comes from men!"
"Fuck, it's true that 'money is hard to earn and shit is hard to eat', but no matter how hard it is, you have to eat it! It's too difficult to buy a big house. Let's just buy a small one when the time comes. He'er shouldn't dislike it, right? There's nothing you can do if you dislike it. , who makes her mother incompetent? This is life, "There is a time in life that must be there, but there is no time in life, don't force it"!!!"
"I wonder what He'er is doing? I hope she can grow up well and go to school well...don't be like me, who can only sell her efforts to make money.
"My mother said that He'er fights with people every day now... Hehe, that's right, fighting is good. At least he won't be bullied by others. He's better than this useless mother like me!"
"Why does He'er look like that... She doesn't like me, it doesn't matter, I don't like her anyway... her face."
"You should be able to make money by opening a bathhouse, right? If you don't make money... you have to make money. Otherwise, if you borrow so much money, you will never be able to pay it back in your lifetime. You can't let He'er grow up and the first thing he does is... I'll pay you back... It's not impossible, haha, it's only right that a mother pays her debt to her daughter."
"He'er is bored in the house every day and doesn't come out. Will she get sick? But she looks more and more like me now. She really deserves to be my daughter. But outsiders listen to her shouting 'hello' every day. That’s not cool, why don’t I let her call me ‘sister’?”
When Jiang He saw this sentence, she couldn't help laughing, but suddenly her nose bubbled, and she realized that she was actually crying.
When Jiang Xiaoping was young, she was willing to do any work and suffer any hardship in order to make money. Liang Xiujing told her that her mother twisted steel bars on construction sites, walked across buildings as Spider-Man, and worked in a moving company. Over the past six months, in order to save money, she slept on two layers of paper shells in waiting halls, under bridges, and on park benches. However, the place where she slept the most was in a Datong store that cost 2 yuan a night.
Jiang Xiaoping's current waist and knee problems are all caused by the disease at that time. The pain is severe when the weather changes. Of course, she has seen an expert, who said it is bone hyperplasia, which is as serious as an old man in his [-]s or [-]s.
But for Jiang He, those things were still too nihilistic and ethereal. After all, every time she saw Jiang Xiaoping when she was a child, she was so bright and beautiful, as if she was born so calm, without any shadow or suffering.
At this moment, the old diary in her hand clearly told Jiang He that she was wrong, and very wrong.
When Jiang Xiaoping worked alone in the early years, she was undoubtedly very lonely and wandering. Complaints, hopes, pain, longing... chaotic and complicated emotions were mixed together, but she had nowhere to express them. She could only accumulate depression in her heart until it overflowed. , casually vented in the pen.
"What's wrong with you... why are you crying all of a sudden?" Jiang Xiaoping came over nervously. Of course she had knocked on the door, but Jiang He didn't hear it at all.
"...No." Jiang He stuffed the biscuit box and the diary in his hand under the bed without leaving a trace, and then quickly took out a few tissues and wiped his face.
"Remember that little bastard named Yan? Yes, we have been in love for so many years, how can we just break it off?"
Just as Jiang He put it aside, a screenshot of Mark and his friend's fiancée Juliet using an oversized card from "Love Actually" popped up on the laptop. Jiang Xiaoping obviously misunderstood and thought Jiang He was in love with the scene! "Actually, it's not like you mistrusted someone. As long as it's a man, it's just like that defective product. It's either that it's not good at this, or there's something wrong with that, and it's bad...really, do you believe it? Me." Jiang Xiaoping said seriously.
"I don't believe what others say. If you say it, I really believe it." Jiang He said angrily.
"...you kid, you can talk, it sounds a bit...it doesn't sound like you are praising me anyway." Jiang Xiaoping bumped Jiang He with her butt, "Make some room for me." She said with a little difficulty to Jiang He And sat on the carpet beside the bed, "Actually, there are some things I have never told you. I always feel that I can't find a suitable opportunity. Now it seems that it is better to choose the day than to hit it... You must have heard someone say it when you were a child. , I am the 'mistress' who destroys other people's families."
After Jiang Xiaoping finished speaking, she paused thoughtfully, "No, it should have been called 'broken shoes' at that time."
Jiang He did not expect that Jiang Xiaoping would take the initiative to mention that part of the past. Before this, both Jiang Xiaoping and her grandma had been very secretive about that part of the past. The only time she was beaten when she was a child was because she asked her grandma whether Jiang Xiaoping was destroying others. The "broken shoes" of the family.
"The man's surname was Zhao. He was the youngest deputy director of the chemical plant at the time. He was a technical backbone who had gone to college. He was 13 years older than me. When I joined the factory, he was already married, but he didn't have a child yet. But. Even so, there are still many female workers who secretly like him, and there are also many who take the initiative to be courteous and try to poach him, but he never looks at anyone twice."
Jiang Xiaoping spoke very quickly, as if she was afraid that she would regret it. She spoke a long paragraph in one breath, and then chuckled softly, "...so no one believed that he took the initiative."
"...Xiaoping, come with me, I've had enough of that woman for a long time! Our marriage was arranged by our parents, and we have no feelings at all...Really, I swear to God, we won't sleep in the same bed by now. Oh, I beg you, just come with me!"
What Deputy Director Zhao said back then was as full of loopholes as a sieve. Even if he told Jiang He now, he would probably get a loud slap in the face.
"This... this is not your fault." Jiang He held Jiang Xiaoping's hand and held it in for a long time before he could only say this.
Jiang Xiaoping raised her eyebrows in surprise. Of course she knew Jiang He was comforting her. She chuckled and patted the back of her daughter's hand, "Of course it's not my fault. That person named Zhao is just a sanctimonious hooligan. He relied on himself He is old and experienced, and he deceives an ignorant girl.”
Jiang Xiaoping was horrified when she found out that she was pregnant. Deputy factory director Zhao, who had promised to rid the family of the yellow-faced mother-in-law as soon as she had a child, began to talk about him. Jiang Xiaoping did not dare to say anything to anyone. She only knew how to hide in the dark every day. Crying secretly under the covers.
"I was suffering from severe morning sickness at that time, and I couldn't smell any oil at all. People noticed the clues within a few days."
The factory leaders came to talk to Jiang Xiaoping. They threatened and coaxed her, but Jiang Xiaoping couldn't bear it at all. In less than half a day, she told them everything.
"She has been seducing me, and last time she crawled into my bed naked... Leaders, I swear to God, I, Zhao Qinan, have never laid a finger on her... As for the child in her belly , and it has nothing to do with me!”
The matter was revealed, but Jiang Xiaoping did not expect that Deputy Director Zhao would not admit it at all. In front of everyone, he comforted the completely dumbfounded Jiang Xiaoping by "repaying evil with kindness".
"Xiao Jiang, if you have any secrets, you can tell me... tell the factory leaders, we will definitely help you if we can!"
As soon as he finished speaking, the "yellow-faced woman" in his mouth rushed in from outside and slapped Jiang Xiaoping twice without saying a word, causing blood to flow from the corners of her mouth.
"Bah! You slutty fox! Who knows who the bastard in your belly belongs to? I don't know how many men have had their crotches ripped out, and you want to pour dirty water on our old Zhao. You want to do something good for you." Go!"
(End of this chapter)