Unexplained irritability [Host, don't be discouraged. After all, my physical strength is there, and my brain development is naturally much greater than that of ordinary people. ] The system popped up to explain for him, [You haven't even reached level 60, so it's normal that you can't beat them.] "So, I really have nothing but my face?" Qingyou asked gloomily. [Um... you can't say that. Isn't the host's cooking skill very good? The young lady praised it after eating it.] The system racked its brains to come up with an advantage for him, [He can manage the household and cook. Where can you find a boy as virtuous as the host? This is the only one.] "......" God is so virtuous Qingyou is too tired to complain After a moment of silence, he waved his hand and said, "Go back to your spiritual space and watch TV series, Uncle Tong. I want to be alone." [Emm, OK] As the system's voice fell, my mind gradually calmed down and no more sounds came.
Qingyou exhaled, raised his head and looked at the red cloud in the sky, then stopped and looked Only until he attracted the puzzled looks of passers-by did he slowly lower his head and look away. Noticing a small shop nearby, he went in and bought a can of oolong tea. Open the pull ring, take a few sips, and walk in the opposite direction of home. Maybe it was because it was still early, or maybe he was reluctant to leave because of the sunset. The sky had already been dyed blood red by the setting sun, and the peach-colored clouds were reflected on the water, shining with sparkling water color. Walking aimlessly on the stone road beside the river, feeling the greeting from the evening breeze. The lush waterside was full of light purple irises. Gorgeous but not coquettish, just right, gorgeous and colorful, take a deep breath and you can smell a faint floral scent The evening breeze is blowing, and the sunset glows beautifully Qingyou felt that if he continued walking like this until nightfall, it would be quite a leisurely and peaceful time. Until he saw Gui Yanxinmei The girl stood not far in front of him, holding a cup of oolong tea in her hand, and quietly looked at the ripples in the river caused by the wind. Under the afterglow of the setting sun, her figure is even more graceful and elegant. Because of the oblique angle, only one side of her face can be seen Subconsciously slowing down his steps, Qingyou looked at her silently while listening to the drumming noise coming from his eardrums. "Boom boom boom——" The rapid beating frequency is like a basketball being dribbled on the court, making a lot of noise and making it impossible to rest. He must be having a heart attack, he thought silently.
But no matter what happened to him, no matter how fast his heart beat, his expression remained calm and peaceful. A pair of eyes stared at the girl not far away, as if in a daze. She looks a little haggard, and her chin has become a little pointier. There was still no light in the beautiful phoenix eyes, just like the last time we parted, empty like a doll. The dark blue color in his eyes became darker, and his wrists, exposed from the white sleeves, looked so thin that they seemed to break if bent. The wind was blowing by the river, and the trees beside her were rustling. She looked thin and fragile in the headwind. As if lying on the bed with a terminal illness, the candlelight had long been blown out by the strong wind outside the window, and there was no more light. Qingyou clenched the can in her hand and pursed her lips. Why is his heart beating so fast in his chest? It hurts him a little. Standing there, just staring, never taking a step forward Suddenly, a sentence flashed through his mind: She can fade, wither, anything is possible, but as long as I look at her, even the calmest lake will be stirred up, no matter how long it takes. It's really fitting. Qingyou smiled bitterly to herself I can't remember how long it took before the red clouds in the sky faded and dusk fell. The girl finished her tea, turned around and walked to the right. Her thin figure gradually disappeared at the end of the stone path. Qingyou walked silently to where she had just stood, and looked in the direction the girl had been looking, trying to find something. But there was nothing to see except clusters of irises in bloom. He was silent for a moment and took a sip of the oolong drink in his hand. After drinking room temperature tea for so long, it is finally cold. After exhaling a breath of foul air, Qingyou looked up at the newly appeared moon in the sky, but it was dim, not bright, and could not carry the starry sky. She's thinner
Chapter 46 He Has Changed Many days had passed since the move. Gui Yanxinmei could no longer remember exactly how long it had been, just as she could not remember how many times she had suffered from insomnia since then. During the day, she could only rely on high-intensity work to force herself not to think about those things, but every night, when she closed her eyes, the words that the boy said that day would involuntarily emerge in her mind. "You can't force relationships. If you don't like someone, then you don't like them. I don't want to do anything intimate with someone I don't like. That would just make me feel disgusted."
"Also, there's no chance that Gui Yanxinmei and I will ever be in a relationship." She could easily hear the strong disgust in the boy's first sentence, and could also feel the indifference and coldness in his last sentence. I can't describe my mood at that time in words. If I really have to describe it, it would probably be collapse... I ran to him with joy and anticipation, and with that nervousness I mustered up my courage and prepared to confess my feelings to him. But I never thought that before I could say those words in front of the boy, everything had already ended. "It is impossible for Gui Yanxinmei and I to fall in love forever." There's no chance of ever falling in love It will never be possible... How sure was he to say this without hesitation? Looking at the young man's thin and tall back, his cold profile came into view, and it was so dazzling that it seemed to burn her eyes. My heart felt like it was cut by a sharp knife. I was lacking oxygen and was almost suffocating due to the pain. The severe pain was like poison spreading in my heart. All the strength in my body was drained away at this time, and even being able to stand became a problem. "Miss Gui Yan?" The boy turned around and looked at her, his clear black eyes full of doubts. Doubts...Yes, I should be doubtful. After all, it's not him who is moved, but myself who has already fallen deeply in love with him. Hot and wet feelings instantly came from her eyes. She turned around and ran away with the last bit of strength she had left. At that moment, her back must have looked very embarrassed in the boy's eyes, embarrassed, like a joke. I stumbled back to the office, and when the door closed, I couldn't hold back the tears that had accumulated in my eyes any longer, and they fell from my eyes. The infatuated love was thrown into a corner and rotted, and was abandoned along with myself. Even if I was once caught in the whirlpool of love, the result was only tears. She covered her lips with her hands to stop her sobbing. She didn't want others to see her so vulnerable, and she didn't want herself to see The piercing pain is still spreading in my heart, and my mood has gone from heaven to hell, sad and desperate. The heartless and desireless boy has never been moved. From the first time they met until now, the pair of black eyes looking at him are still clear and clean, just like looking at ordinary people. What's funny is that she foolishly thought that the man was in love with the woman and they just needed an opportunity to confess their love so that they could be together. Now think about it, all this is just her delusion The previous nervousness and joy were just self-indulgence. It's really ironic.. The boy had no intention, but he had already been deeply trapped and could no longer struggle out. -
"Lowly livestock cannot escape the fate of being slaughtered. It is a great honor for the Guiyan family to give you a rich and superior life. Don't dream of something that you shouldn't have." "Livestock are always livestock!" The man sitting high up in the middle of the lobby looked at her coldly and spoke, his tone full of undisguised disgust and contempt. Not only him, but everyone seemed to be looking at her with strange eyes. It was not until she brought benefits to the family that this kind of cynicism and exclusion would be reduced. At that time, Gui Yanxinmei didn't care about these things. Just like what the man said, as long as she could live a superior life, it was enough. No matter what other comments and opinions were, they didn't bother her at all and wouldn't cause any waves in her heart. After all, she came out of hell. But, I never walked out of the darkness. Many people fear her, envy her, envy her, love her, or want to get her. Even Yue is the same. From the beginning, she was obsessed with approaching her, but she didn't dare to refuse. First, he didn't know what kind of feelings Duiyue had, and second, he was afraid that if she rejected him, he would be alone again. This passive feeling is really uncomfortable and confusing. I hesitate and never make up my mind. Therefore, she was not happy, her heart was still empty and numb. Until she met that boy, that boy who was different from everyone else. Clean eyes, clear and bright He is a quiet and cold person, but if you look closely, you will find that every place has the tenderness that belongs to a young man. I don’t like to laugh, but when I do laugh, I look very pretty and warm. That, the warmth that made her indulge in it again and again It was not until she finally came to her senses that she realized that her entire heart was already filled with the figure of the young man. What does it feel like to fall in love with someone? If I had to put it bluntly, it's like throwing a ray of sunshine into a lifeless pool of water. After seeing the sparkling light, it's not so easy to return to the silent deep water. The more she yearned for the sunshine above, the deeper her roots would extend into the darkness underground. As time went by, her bones became rotten. Low character, greedy dissatisfaction Gui Yan Xinmei knows that she is a very selfish person She would hide away all the things she liked and treasured, not letting anyone see them. Afraid that someone else will take it away, and also afraid of losing it myself But Tada-kun, you are the last ray of sunshine, how can I hide you? She didn't want the boy to lose his luster because of any extreme behavior of hers and become an obedient hollow puppet. She doesn't want this, because her heart will hurt. ---- Returned home early
After thinking and crying for an entire afternoon, she hesitated until the end and still couldn't bear to leave the boy. Maybe he said yes just to please the girl, or maybe he was just overthinking. Finding all kinds of lame excuses to deceive and comfort myself, although I no longer have any expectations, but in my heart, I still have the last glimmer of hope After waiting foolishly in the living room for a long time, she heard a noise coming from the door. Gui Yanxinmei quickly lay down on the sofa and pretended to be asleep, posing her most vulnerable and pitiful posture, hoping to win the boy's last mercy with this humble method. But she was still wrong With her heart beating nervously, the boy simply threw a blanket over her and walked into the kitchen. He did not do anything else, as if he was just fulfilling the terms of the contract.