"call...." I exhaled shivering air, my whole body felt so cold and hot, my head felt like it was exploding, and I could only moan softly in pain. He tilted his head weakly and looked at the night sky outside the hole in the wall. Fireworks were rising up, and colorful fireworks like colorful silk were blooming in the air. So beautiful... She stared at it blankly, but her eyelids began to droop and her consciousness gradually became blurred. A few seconds before her brain went into chaos, she vaguely remembered the white meat bun she had secretly eaten a long time ago. It was the big yellow dog in the big house next door who took a bite and threw it into the pond. She secretly jumped in to pick it up. That... It was the most delicious food she had ever eaten. .......................... On the cold bed, Gui Yan Xinmei woke up from a nightmare again. The night outside was still as dark as ever. The faint moonlight refracted through the window, dimly illuminating her now eerie and pale face.
Whenever she fell asleep, her childhood experiences would resurface in her memory again and again. Everything that was cruel and cold seemed to be mocking her. This was a nightmare that she could never escape from. The moonlight flickered, and thick clouds covered all the stars. She hugged her knees and remained silent. The next moment, she seemed to feel it again, the dark atmosphere mixed with despair, overwhelming her. Loneliness, solitude, and helplessness surged into her heart bit by bit. Being in a cold and dark room, it feels like returning to childhood In the silent grey world, she is the only one left ——No, I hate this, there are obviously people here, there are obviously people here!! Gui Yanxinmei suddenly raised her head. She resisted. She didn't want to Someone's figure suddenly flashed through her blank mind. She hurriedly got out of bed without even wearing shoes, and stumbled in a certain direction in the darkness. ... A familiar room, a familiar boy. Although he had fallen asleep, Gui Yanxinmei somehow found a sense of security. "Tada-kun..." She murmured softly, and her lifeless eyes gradually brightened. Without any hesitation, he walked over and lay down on the bed. She turned sideways, put her arms around the boy's waist, and threw herself into his arms. The scent of green grass along with the boy's breath rushed into her nostrils. She took a few greedy deep sniffs, and the uneasiness hidden in her heart gradually dissipated. She didn't know when this nightmare would end, nor how she would spend the nights ahead. But I know that at least tonight, I won't have nightmares anymore. ***** ***** The east is about to dawn, and the mist is thick At this moment, the sky was just getting light, but Qingyou was not sleepy at all. He felt a tingling sensation in his arms, and in his arms, a beautiful woman was sleeping soundly.
His face was expressionless, but his mood was complicated. ⑨822(0)88——Why did this woman come to his bed again? [Good morning, sleep, sleep... Shit, Shit, Shit, why is Gui Yanxinmei sleeping with you again!!!] "How the hell should I know?!" Qingyou sighed and said with a headache "I just got up to go to the bathroom, but when I opened my eyes, I saw Gui Yanxinmei lying in my arms. Who could resist this?" [Host, you...what can I say?] Is it envy, congratulations, or sympathy? "Don't waste your time on these useless things." Qingyou gritted his teeth and said, "I just want to know whether Gui Yanxinmei is a lesbian or not. Otherwise, why would she sleep with me every night without knowing how to avoid suspicion?" He is not a fool. It would be fine if it happened once or twice, and he could explain it as being confused due to sleepiness, but what the hell happened the third time? Thinking of this, I really have to doubt whether Gui Yanxinmei’s sexual orientation is real. [Host, I have checked for you long ago. Gui Yanxinmei is indeed a lesbian. As for why she has been sleeping with you, there is actually a reason.] "Tell me about it." Qingyou said expressionlessly. [Gui Yanxinmei looks glamorous and is a wealthy woman who has everything she needs, but she is extremely afraid of waking up from nightmares in the middle of the night.] The system explained "Then what does her nightmare have to do with her coming to sleep with me?" Qingyou was puzzled. [Host, are you stupid? I woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night. I saw that it was pitch black around me and there was no one around. I must be scared and lonely.] The system continued in a disappointed tone, [How can a 17-year-old girl bear the double fear caused by the environment and her state of mind? She can only seek some sense of security in your room.] "Is that so..." Qingyou thought for a moment, and then he suddenly thought of something, "Wait a minute, Master Tong, did you just indirectly call me a birdman?!!" 【Well, none of this matters.】 "What the hell..." Seeing that the boy was about to start a series of sweet-mouthed questions from Zuan, the system quickly interrupted him, "Host, don't lose your focus. Gui Yanxinmei only slept with you because she wanted to feel safe. She had no other intentions. Doesn't this prove that her sexual orientation has not changed?" The secret topic of forced pull back Qingyou's face darkened, he snorted coldly, and didn't want to pay any attention to it. Finally, after this idiot's explanation, he roughly understood. In short, Gui Yanxinmei only regarded him as a tool to keep warm, and had no thoughts about him at all, so there was no need to panic. but.... He lowered his head, watching the girl sleeping peacefully in his arms, and Qingyou always felt an indescribable worry. "Master Tong, Gui Yanxinmei is really kind to me..."
[Alright, alright, host, can you please understand one thing? She is a lesbian, a true lesbian, with a charm value of 90. How could she condescend to fall in love with a poor boy of the opposite sex like you?] The system interrupted Qingyou again, disdaining his idea, [Don't be so narcissistic, okay? As for why she is a little close to you, it's possible that she just treats you as a best friend and wants to see, isn't it normal to sleep in the same bed with a best friend? ] The boy was silent, and thought about it from the perspective of the system. He felt that what the system said made sense. Yes, the other party is a lesbian. Being close to me is just like being a good friend. What else is there to imagine? Isn't it the same for other young girls to get along with their besties? "Master Tong, I misunderstood you." Qingyou couldn't help but look guilty. The system was super intelligent and he should trust it. He shouldn't have been so suspicious just now. [It's alright, host. After all, we have been friends for decades. How could I take such a small matter to heart?] The system emits friendly electronic waves, which are so kind-hearted. [Also, host, you can rest assured in my reconnaissance ability. I said that Gui Yanxinmei will not be interested in you, so I will definitely not be interested in you. You can rest assured.]
Chapter 48: Tenderness in Details After finishing the breakfast he had made and saying goodbye to Gui Yanxinmei, Qingyou yawned and walked lazily towards the school. The golden light of the rising sun penetrated through the clouds, turning into rays of light that awakened the silence of the street, and also scattered on Qingyou like a spotlight. "Tsk, the sun is quite dazzling today." The morning light washed away his sleepiness and made his vision a little blurry under the sunlight. I rubbed the corners of my eyes, but the main reason was that I didn’t get enough sleep. Normally, he should have slept until 7:30, had breakfast and then went to school leisurely, but today, because of Gui Yanxinmei's laziness, he woke up two hours earlier. Gan! Not only does he suffer from lack of sleep, but he is also forced to go to school so early. Damn it! As a seasoned student, doesn't he know that the most satisfying feeling is to get into class on time? "I'll lock the door tonight and see how you can get in." He muttered something hatefully and looked up at the still dim sky. He sighed resignedly and thought, "Never mind, ever since I'm out, I might as well go to school honestly." However, because it was so early, not many women approached him along the way. This was the only comforting advantage. ......................... When he arrived at the school gate, Qingyou saw a familiar figure. He has a thin figure and a sallow complexion, but his facial features are still handsome. "Hanyu-san?" A hint of surprise appeared on Qingyou's handsome face. He comes to school at this time? That's too early.
Hearing the voice, Hanyu tilted his head and found that the person calling him was Tada Kiyohisa. A look of surprise appeared on his skinny face, "Good morning, Tada-san." "Well, morning." After responding politely, Qingyou glanced at the bulging backpack behind the boy and asked, "Why did Hanyu come to school so early?" Hanyu lowered his head, looking a little embarrassed. "A day's plan begins in the morning. Studying in the morning can help you memorize some knowledge points better. There are not many people in the classroom early, so it's quieter and the learning atmosphere can be better." I came to school so early just to study... Seeing the young man working so hard made Qingyou feel a little complicated for a moment. ——Thinking that he went to school early in his previous lives just to copy homework "Tada-san, what's wrong... Is there any problem..." Hanyu is a little nervous The boy's sudden silence made him wonder if he had said something wrong. Qingyou came back to his senses and smiled faintly, "Nothing, I just think you are very hardworking and amazing, I am ashamed of myself." "No, that's not the case. I just studied longer than others, but I can't compare to Tada-san." Hanyu waved his hands in panic. "Besides, my grades are not good. I don't know how to answer many questions. Sometimes, even if I go early, I can only sit there and do nothing." "Hanyu-san, don't keep belittling yourself." Qingyou hoped that the boy would have some confidence and pride in himself rather than praising others. "You are great. At least in terms of studying, I have never seen anyone work harder than you." "Eh?" Hanyu blinked, a little surprised. Is he being praised? "Don't be too modest, try to be more confident." Qingyou gave him an encouraging look. "Um!!" He nodded, his eyes met with the handsome boy in front of him, and Hanyu smiled. Qingyou also responded with a faint smile, with a little bit of emotion welling up in her heart. School bullying varies from person to person. It is precisely because of one's own extreme lack of self-confidence that one becomes more cowardly and mean over time, and therefore is targeted by those twisted-minded people who love to bully the weak and fear the strong. What he needs to do now is to let the young man feel the natural encouragement and praise without doing anything deliberate, and continue this model for a long time, so that Hanyu can gradually come out of that extreme inferiority complex. Then, I gradually became more confident, optimistic, and cheerful. I also tried to communicate with others and gradually developed my own social circle. Only in this way can you avoid being targeted by bullies. All in all, there is still a long way to go... His mind gradually returned to normal. He looked at the thin boy in front of him and said, "Come on, Hanyu-san, let's go to your classroom together." "Eh?"
Hanyu was confused and pointed at himself, thinking he had heard wrongly, "Go... to my classroom?" "What's wrong? No?" "No, no, I'm honored that Tada-san is willing to come." Hanyu explained hurriedly, his response a little haltingly. Qingyou chuckled, "It's still early and there aren't many people in the classroom. Didn't Hanyuu just say that he couldn't solve many questions and could only sit there doing nothing? Then I'll teach you, wouldn't that save a lot of time?" Hanyu was slightly startled Obviously, he didn't expect that the other party's purpose of coming to the classroom would be because of his unintentional words.