Chapter 49: Frankness

When Chu Bin saw me crying, he wiped the tears from my face in a panic and comforted me: "It's okay, it's okay. It's all over. Don't be afraid." I cried harder for a moment. What he didn't know was that I cried not because of fear, but because of the emotion and guilt that had long since disappeared from me. "I" was originally an orphan, growing up without a father or mother. I came out to join society early and was abducted in order to make money. It went through several hands and was resold abroad. Although I was lucky enough not to be made into a doll and sold, I grew up in a dark dungeon. In order to eat a mouthful of food and avoid being starved to death or being beaten to death, I had to behave and behave to suit the tastes of those who watched my live broadcast. After living in such an environment for a few years, the emotions that humans should have seem to be erased. How long has it been since I heard someone say "don't be afraid" to me? But now, the person who said these words is the person who I have spent all my efforts and calculated on. Or was it because of the accident that I deliberately caused.

I don't know when this shame thing quietly came back to me, making my heart feel itchy, sore, and slightly painful. This feeling of soreness became more and more serious in the next few days because of Chu Bin's meticulous care for me. It was so tortured that I couldn't sleep peacefully. When I was his assistant, he was busy working almost all day, but now he stayed in my ward almost all day, and almost moved his desk into my ward. I even wondered if I was hallucinating. Why is he so nice to me, so nice that I feel a little flattered. When he used to treat me as a 24-hour life assistant, he didn't seem human even when he woke me up at o'clock in the middle of the night, but now he treats me with the utmost care. Until now, I don’t know whether he hid it well or whether I never thought about it because I was guilty of being a thief. It wasn't until these two days that I realized that he looked at me very strangely. The way every man I've ever seen looks at me is different. It's not the kind of possessiveness of a male towards a female, there's no trace of lust, it's a look I've never seen before. That kind of pure goodwill almost overflowed from his eyes, which made my conscience uneasy. When did this kind of love start? …… "You have to get better soon. Without you, my life is a complete mess." Chu Bin mumbled while peeling an apple for me. "When did you start liking me?" I finally couldn't hold it back and asked. Chu Bin stopped peeling the fruit and cleared his throat unnaturally:

"I... don't know. Maybe I was drunk and vomited all over you one day. You carried me home and made me pear juice? I remember thinking vaguely at the time, how could any girl be so strong?

Later on, even I felt a little apprehensive when receiving heavyweight clients. However, when I saw that you were able to talk and laugh with ease, I started to think again, how brave you are. My life is always organized, everything I need is at hand, and the information I need can always be found quickly... Oh, by the way, I haven’t told you that the taste of your cooking is very similar to that of my mother..." I couldn't listen to what he said after that. Most of these... are the means I use to get close to him, but he regards these as my advantages and the reasons for liking me. It can't... go on like this. I don't know why, but I had the idea of ​​​​escape. For the first time, I had the idea that there are things in this world that are more important than living. I dragged Chu Bin away from the ward with my wounds that were not fully healed, and on the pretext that I wanted to eat Chengxi's chicken. But...where can I go? Yin Zongyang will not let me go. With his ability, even if I escape to another place, he can easily find my itinerary. If I were captured, all that would be waiting for me would be the hungry pigs that he had raised to become feral. That's how he treats betrayers. I found a black hotel that didn't require an ID card to register, and I paid in cash for room and board. Although I knew this was not a long-term solution, it was the only way out for now. But what is supposed to come will eventually come. There was a sudden knock on the door of my room. who is it? I was panicking and my legs were weak. I always lived alone here and no one talked to me. Who would knock on my door? Who is the person outside the door? Seeing my delay in responding, the person outside the door became obviously impatient, and even the knocking on the door became faster and louder. After a while, the knocking finally stopped. Just when I thought the people outside the door had left and was about to breathe a sigh of relief, the door was suddenly kicked open with a bang. My heart went cold. Has this day finally arrived? Did Yin Zongyang find me after all? I turned my head in despair, but then the figure that appeared at the door made me a little unbelievable. Chu Bin? How could it be him?

Chu Bin rushed up in a few strides and picked me up, who was lying on the bed looking confused. "How...how did you...find..."

I was speechless and speechless. "You have the nerve to ask me how I found you! Don't you know that your injuries are not healed yet? You actually ran out secretly! Come on, come back with me!" Chu Binsheng dragged me back hard. After I cleaned myself thoroughly and came out of the bathroom, a hot meal was already placed on the table. Smelling the aroma of the food, my heart felt slightly bitter. "Don't you ask why I ran away and hid secretly?" Chu Bin never asked me, but I couldn't bear it anymore. Every time he glanced at me, it was as if he was glaring at me with his eyes, leaving me at a loss as to what to do. Chu Bin paused: "I didn't know it at first, but then I discovered that besides me, there are people in XX City who are also looking for you." He is from Yin Zongyang. My deepest secret was revealed to him. "Then... why did you bring me back?" It was extremely difficult to say this, but I asked it anyway. Chu Bin actually smiled: "Choose between me or the person named Yin, haven't you already made your decision? Eat quickly, this big plate of chicken is delicious when it is hot." I don’t know how I swallowed the meal that day. However, from that day on, there were bodyguards around me and Chu Bin, making it difficult for outsiders to get close. But there are people who have been thieves for thousands of years, but there are no people who have been able to guard against thieves for thousands of years. After all, there is still a gap in Baimi. I was still "taken" out by Yin Zongyang and Li Daitao. If it fell into his hands, he would probably die.