Matou Sakura stared blankly at Roland, carefully moving his head so that the other person could lie on her body in a more comfortable position. She didn't understand what happened to Roland, but since the other party gave her an order to wait, Matou Sakura would obey. The logic of thinking about things, doubting, and making one's own decisions has been gradually abandoned in Matou Zouken's education. However, this cannot all be attributed to grandpa, after all, Sakura is an abandoned child. —Nobody needs me. This is Matou Sakura's biggest feeling in the past year. Before she was sent to Matou's house, her father told her strictly that she was not allowed to call herself Tohsaka. In order to avoid suspicion, even if she met her sister or mother, she would not can go close. Because she is from the Matou family. After arriving at Matou's house, the cruel reality was quickly placed in front of her. Although Matou Zouyan promised not to torture him physically, he did everything he could mentally. He doesn't even need to make up any monsters, he just needs to show reality. Matou Zouken explained why the Tohsaka family wanted her to adopt her, and showed her her future in the Matou family.
And, what will happen to her if she resists. There will be no one to help her, whether it is her parents, sister, or others. At that time, Matou Ying felt that she was already standing on the edge of a cliff, and she only needed to be pushed to completely collapse. And the candidate who gave her the last push was Matou Kariya, whom she had pinned her hopes on before. That man said he wanted to return her to Tohsaka? Does he really know what he is going to say? The existence named Matou Sakura has already been exposed to the mysteries of the Matou family's magic way. For the magician family, exploring the magic itself inherited by them is tantamount to immortality. This is a truth that even a child like her understands. The Tosaka family will not accept it at all, and will send her back immediately. Even if this is not the case, she will not be able to live in this city in the future, and will be imprisoned by the Matou family. Monitor closely to prevent leaks. To be a wandering spirit with no future and no place to live. But she couldn't even say the words of rejection, this innocent kindness completely pushed Matou Ying into the abyss. That day, grandpa announced a fact to her. The Matou family's magical education will stop her, and if Uncle Kariya wins, she will be free. Finally, her last shelter was also lost. In Matou's house, Matou Sakura is a transparent person, no one dares to talk to her, no one will get close to her, no one needs her. Sakura, she has nothing but this name. In the first night, she still resented, resenting why her father gave her away, and later, she began to resent why the one who was chosen was not her sister. In the end, Matou Sakura began to numb herself. She is not as strong as her sister, not as kind as her, and not as straightforward in character. She is actually a bit of a bad child by nature, but in order to get her parents' praise, she will keep a well-behaved appearance. Recently, Matou Sakura even began to resent that she didn't jump into the wormhole, at least she can still have an identity that can be recognized by herself, instead of not being needed by anyone like now. Suddenly, grandpa said that he would send her out. Abandoned for the second time, finally, the last trace of her in Jian Tong's house disappeared, but, thinking about it better, at least the other party gave her a surname that could be called.
It doesn't matter anymore, no one needs Matou Sakura, it's nothing more than living a life as usual in a new environment, and then being abandoned again. Until that dawn comes. The strange youth said: "I need you." Matou Sakura belongs to him and will not be given to anyone. Such a bad declaration made Matou Sakura feel trembling, she was finally needed, and she finally saw the hope of redemption. Even if she faces danger or death, it's nothing compared to entering the wormhole, even if it's just for simple use, being able to die as Roland's Matou Sakura is enough to satisfy her. Matou Sakura leaned against Roland's body, and what she felt and smelled was an extremely strange masculine breath. When Roland first approached, her body reflexively wanted to push him away. This was a child's instinct to be vigilant in a strange environment, but soon, her desire overwhelmed them. Since leaving Tohsaka's house, she has never had such close contact with anyone else. "Master Roland... is trembling?" Because of the close proximity of the body, Matou Sakura noticed something strange about Roland's body. Even though he lost consciousness, his body still honestly reflected the upheaval Roland was going through now. This is a miracle better than magic, a sublimation of the soul. Although she didn't know anything about it, Matou Sakura still understood that Roland was now in a weak state. It was obvious that the scary grandfather had a pleasant conversation with him before, but now, seeing a trace of childishness and powerlessness on Roland's face, Matou Sakura realized that the other party was not a mature adult as he claimed. But someone who is in a weak state and needs her care. The huge contrast in impression and the recognition of finding value, such an extremely shocking impact, completely inspired Matou Sakura's nature and subverted all her past feelings. Roland's waiting and approaching were all silent invitations to Matou Sakura. Looking at Roland's current appearance, the gratitude, awe, and slight fear in Matou Sakura's heart turned into a wonderful emotion. — want to take care of him. "It turns out that Lord Roland also needs me." Matou Sakura blushed, even if it was only part of the weight, bearing Roland with her size still made her body feel numb, but she remained motionless. She looked at the face of Roland who was close at hand, stretched out her fingers, and gently played with Roland's hair. Looking at her strange behavior, for some reason, Matou Sakura laughed softly. "Master Roland needs me." This idea penetrated into Matou Sakura's mind like it had taken root, her face was full of maternal brilliance, full of gentle desire for protection. "Sakura?" Roland slowly opened his eyes and woke up. He looked at the girl in front of him with slack eyes on the beautiful face full of tenderness, and the comfortable feeling from the hair. The back of his head was lying on Matou Sakura's arms. inside. "Sorry, Lord Roland, did I wake you up?"
"It doesn't matter, how long have I been unconscious?" Roland's words interrupted Matou Sakura's apology. He realized what happened before, so he looked at Matou Sakura with some sincere emotions. Although he didn't know what happened, Roland still I realized that the last estrangement between myself and Matou Sakura disappeared. Although he is very entangled in how to achieve this strange increase in favorability, he still has more important things to do now. "cherry?" Roland propped up his body, but Sakura, who was very well-behaved, didn't answer his answer right away, but looked at his face in a daze. "Ah," under Roland's call, Matou Sakura came back to her senses, as if confirming, looked at Roland's face again, and then replied. "About two minutes or less." "Yeah?" Roland showed a thoughtful expression, got up from the sofa, and walked to the mirror on the side of the living room. This is a half-height diorama left over from the previous owner. Then, he narrowed his eyes slightly and looked inside. Appropriate and unobtrusive clothing, pale and beautiful hands, as his gaze gradually went up, Roland saw his own face clearly. It was no longer his face, and it didn't even belong to human beings, but a dignified and majestic dragon head with a mysterious and simple aura. The slightly dark eye sockets still burned with a flame-like, indifferent but alluring blood light. He is very familiar with this appearance, because the spirit that hovered on the scabbard before is exactly the same as it. Roland turned his head slightly, and the dragon-headed demon in the mirror had also made a perfect reproduction. He touched his face, and the touch was the same as before, without any change, but the image in the mirror was completely different. This obvious fact made Roland understand that the power of the Holy Lord's soul already belonged to him. 【Qi Ling·Soul of the Holy Lord】 Representation: Your image in the mirror will reflect the appearance of the soul. In fact, there shouldn’t be more updates in the new book issue, but seeing everyone’s enthusiastic votes and rewards, Fei Jiu is really embarrassed, let’s add another update today, and continue to ask for support! Ask for a ticket! Ask for everything! Thank you for the 1500 point reward from Honghuang Kuangshen S! Thanks to the pink plush rabbit for the 200 point reward!